think this poetry collection should only have six poems, because i am tired and depressed and don't like people enough in general to write poetry for or about them

i am currently being paid to do the exact opposite of what i am doing right now
i should be drawing
i should be painting something
i should be showing your eyes something that converts to words
not vice versa
but look at this
look at these words
you are breathing voluntarily now
do you have any acne on your face?
how does your hair look? no seriously, it looks like shit
do you have any new text messages?
is your bladder telling you you might have to pee some time in the next three hours?
what does the name of this blog mean?
why did i title this poetry collection what i titled it?
is there any deeper meaning/level of manipulation i am enacting on you through these poems?
i love you.
i really really really do love you.

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